あの時

In his worldly wisdom great Odysseus answered, ‘O Queen and Divinity, hold this not against me. In my true self I do most surely know how far short of you discreet Penelop falls in stature and comeliness. For she is human: and you are chargeless, immortal, ever-young. Yet even so I choose - yea all my days are consumed in longing - to travel home and see the day of my arrival dawn. If a god must shatter me upon the wine-dark sea, so be it. I shall suffer with a high heart; for my courage has been tempered to endure all misery. Already have I known every mood of pain and travail, in storms and in the war. Let the coming woe be added to the count of those which have been.’

正如奥德西斯终于得到的克里普索的宽恕一般(宙斯派爱马仕来劝了之后,想开了),准备从现在的公司脱身的我,也仿佛即将从被囚禁的山洞中脱离,在那之前,我尽力把这山洞修缮一番,不留下过多裂隙,同时也接受着许多尚对我存有好感的朋友们的善意。眼下正式开始倒数,如果一切顺利,我会在十日内,把要紧的物件邮寄,将旧衣和器物转赠,最后只存留最基本的自娱物件,彼时这本Odyssey亦会伴我左右,从内心层面,帮我抵御可能到来的体力不济,病症迭起,失业焦虑,和不那么容易获得精神满足的环境差异。

The sun fell and twilight deepened as he spoke. They rose and went far into the smooth-walled cave - to its very end: and there by themselves they took their joy of one another in the way of love, all night.

糖尿病这个病,发病起来,会让我看着朋友圈里别人去玩,也会透过照片开始跟着疲劳。虽然有诸多不甘心,但也该面对现实,第三次收拾家什的我,竟然渐渐开始有些经验了。
家乡的白山叶老师转发一条标题为:“烧钱的在线教育,何时从疯狂回归理性”的文。说:“王老师进退真是明智。”
我说:“我还可以说我在金融危机前去了央企,在北京沙尘暴最严重的时候回了沈阳,在蛋壳公寓耍流氓之前退了房,现在是在线教育理性冷淡之前上岸。我简直了。”