Tiger Wang's DoubleThink

我本来是应该在16日左右就写文章来记录这次冗长的提审经历，在提审的过程当中，我很多次想过要放弃，或者玩一回消失。也看到很多人在提审成功之后，很兴奋地去写“我要记录下来我这次App审核的心路历程”。而他们不过是被拒绝个3-5次，而我这次则是整整被拒绝了10次。

我刚看到一个体积只有普通儿童汽车座椅十分之一的牛逼产品，叫mifold,心里就想，弄一个给儿子不错啊，可是我连车都没有呢。

5月21日在我去霓虹国走马观花之前，我一次提交了两个App去审核，其中一个被拒绝了10次之后，终于在昨天上线了，我们超级高兴，可是噩梦还没有结束，程序发布24小时之后，仍然不能在App Store上可见。而另外一个我看到就想吐，我在30岁之前没有杀出重围，导致我现在回到家乡，一开始公司的老板们都很惺惺相惜的感觉，随着审核的一次次被拒绝，我变得不想和人说话，我也不想去饮水机接水喝，只因为饮水机就在老总办公室外面，我不想看到他，有几天我甚至整个下午都没有喝水，也没有去厕所，一整天蜷缩在公司的角落里面，带上耳机，偷偷地看金星秀或者听郭德纲。
昨天晚上回家时，老婆那种不冷不热的态度又来了。我昨天好不容易早点下班，想要回家和家人呆呆，我说：“吃完饭一起出去溜达溜达吧。”，老婆说：“你别去了，你把你那屋灰擦擦吧，都多长时间没擦了。”，我只能不吭声地吃完饭。在他们出去遛弯的期间，刷碗，擦灰，刷鸟笼子，给鸟和蝈蝈喂食。把洗衣机洗好的衣服晾起来，洗澡，然后处理老婆昨天搞不定的在58同城发招聘信息的问题。
自从上周新养的两只牡丹鹦鹉死了一只之后，我每天回家都要看一下，有没有再被晒毙的。永远也忘不了卖鸟的老头笑话我：“这鸟你也能养死？！” 在我一直到高中的十六七年的时间内，我家一直在养虎皮鹦鹉和牡丹鹦鹉，最多的时候有十六只，我知道这种鸟是很不容易死的，所以才重新养来看看。

第五次提审被拒绝，

沮丧地加班到10点，

睡前发现新养的鹦鹉死了一只，

到处都是要创业的h5傻逼，

我不知要向何处去，

只能看到剩余的那一只，慢慢地爬下笼子，觉着屁股慢慢地吃我刚加给它的，

稻米。

下班的时候 一

夜色渐暗的回家路上，

青椒和扇贝躺在一起，

阿姨和奶奶们律动着肢体，好像痉挛的蟾蜍，

走过路灯照不到的暗处，我放了个屁，

惊动了蹲在草丛里，刷屏的，文学少女。

桌上的Santen眼药水还有半瓶，杨导的声音还不时回荡在耳边，

“记住啊，买眼药水的话，别买那个白色的，白色的大伙都买，没什么稀奇，买那个黄颜色的，大概七百多不到八百日币，那个是添加了B6的，啊，这阿姨你咋又睡了呢？啊，如果你眼睛已经开始有炎症了，你就买我这种，黄颜色包装，黄颜色瓶子的，啊，大约一千二百日币”。

现在想起来，他也不过是中日文化交流环节中，一个微不足道的小人物罢了，可是每每想起却无比亲切，他是在我第一次踏上魂牵梦绕的过度的第一位向导，虽然他的所谓历史观，文化观，不能完全左右我的想法，可也基本和我之前所想比较合拍。因此，在驶向富士山的大巴上，当大家对跃然眼前的富士山无比惊叹，纷纷问及：“这是富士山吧？”时，楊さん不过略微回头，无比自如的轻声答到，“是啊”，的一瞬间，我忽然觉得可以理解他在文化夹缝中，对日本文化的无比崇尚之情，乃至于讲起日本神山时，语气里俨然已经将它作为了自己的本国之物。而我对他所处的境遇，却十分羡慕。

This is purely a try for fun, Just a way to draw a Taiji symbol with sketch.

1 Draw a oval, let me take 160 x 160 px as an example.

Time to say something about iOS developing!!!! Yeah!!!

This is what I got for myself!

First thing first, I relocated my blog here, a Linode based high performance vm service. Well, I should thank for Master Bai’s selfless and patient help, he’s such a nice guy, a real good friend, a brilliant teacher, and a incredible trends monitor (especially for self-learning and everything about backend development). Now the blog is faster, stronger than before, although I need to pay another 10$/month (it deserves it!).

My younger brother came to visit me 3 days ago, so It takes me sometime to be a guide. If we take a common standard of success to measure him, well he is obviously not successful. 30 years old, single, a peddling job, a salary under 3000/month, already becoming out of shape. Oh man, but he is still my bro, that guy who always admires me, treat me like a real bro.

He spent whole the day time to travel around Beijing, Beijing is one of his dream place, a destination in his life. I can’t get the same passion like he do, cause Beijing already become part of my life, I might miss all the things here after I leave some day. However it’s not the first time for me to say “Good bye” to Beijing. So, I can’t visit 6 sights during one day.

I got diabetes, and high blood pressure. Yes, the doctor said to me, “You need a fucking vacation”. That was about 3 weeks ago, I was so excited on having another batch of money from the underground part-time job. Then I felt dizzy, and can’t see things clearly (Don’t worry, just for a while).

I thought that no body is gonna been care about me, Cuz I’ve soloed so many years, and so exhausted, I’ve no doubt that I am earning the highest salary in my collage classmates, but still feel unsafe about my future.

But after completed this drawing, I felt better, I kept draw it for 3 month. This the way I commemorate Beijing.

Well, do blogging first.

GenyMotion:

This is an fucking awesome simulator or emulator for Android (yes, it’s a cross-platform solution!). Download it here , then config it flow steps here


I am back, well I know no one’s watching here, I paused studying android dev, for some reason.
Yesterday, one of my old buddies called me, regarding for a question.